Profoundly moving . . . Will take your breath away. -Kathleen Glasgow; author of Girl in Pieces Give this to all your friends immediately . . . It tackles mental health; depression; sexual identity; and anxiety with beauty and empathy. -Cosmopolitan.com A Kirkus Reviews Best Book of the Year A Chicago Public Library Best of the Best of the Year Biz knows how to float; right there on the surface-normal okay regular fine. She has her friends; her mom; the twins. She has Grace. And she has her dad; who shouldn't be here but is. So Biz doesn't tell anyone anything-not about her dark; runaway thoughts; not about kissing Grace or noticing Jasper; the new boy. And not about seeing her dad. Because her dad died when she was seven. But after what happens on the beach; the tethers that hold Biz steady come undone. Her dad disappears and; with him; all comfort. It might be easier; better; sweeter to float all the way away? Or maybe stay a little longer; find her father; bring him back to her. Or maybe-maybe maybe maybe-there's a third way Biz just can't see yet. Debut author Helena Fox tells a story about love; grief; and inter-generational mental illness; exploring the hard and beautiful places loss can take us; and honoring those who hold us tightly when the current wants to tug us out to sea. I haven't been so dazzled by a YA in ages. -Jandy Nelson; author of I'll Give You the Sun (via SLJ) Mesmerizing and timely. -Bustle Nothing short of exquisite. -PopSugar Immensely satisfying -Girls' Life * Lyrical and profoundly affecting. -Kirkus (starred review) * Masterful...Just beautiful. -Booklist (starred review) * Intimate...Unexpected. -PW (starred review) * Fox writes with superb understanding and tenderness. -BCCB (starred review) * Frank [and] beautifully crafted. -BookPage (starred review) Deeply moving...A story of hope. -Common Sense Media This book will explode you into atoms. -Margo Lanagan; author of Tender Morsels Helena Fox's novel delivers. Read it. -Cath Crowley; author of Words in Deep Blue This is not a book; it is a work of art. -Kerry Kletter; author of The First Time She Drowned Perfect...Readers will be deeply moved. -Books+Publishing