The incredible #1 bestselling debut novel from YouTube phenomenon Zoe Sugg; aka Zoella; now in paperback. Contains exclusive extracts from the sequel. I have this dream that; secretly; all teenage girls feel exactly like me. And maybe one day; when we realize that we all feel the same; we can all stop pretending we're something we're not... But until that day; I'm going to keep it real on this blog and keep it unreal in real life. Penny has a secret. Under the alias Girl Online; Penny blogs her hidden feelings about friendship; boys; high school drama; her crazy family; and the panic attacks that have begun to take over her life. When things go from bad to worse; her family whisks her away to New York; where she meets Noah; a gorgeous; guitar-strumming American. Suddenly Penny is falling in love - and capturing every moment of it on her blog. But Noah has a secret; too; one that threatens to ruin Penny's cover - and her closest friendship - forever.