A heart-wrenching exploration of grief from a masterful writer; set in a landscape corrupted by fame and the scrutiny that comes from living in the shadow of a star. Lizzie Beck is one quarter of British pop sensation The Jinks; who launched their career via a reality TV talent show and rose straight to fame - and in Lizzie's case; infamy; for her tumultuous relationship with her boyfriend; stints in rehab and candid confessions about her mental health on Instagram. To Emmy; though; she will always be her older sister; Beth; the person whose footsteps she intends to follow. Except now she can't. Because Beth; Emmy's beloved sister; has died by suicide. Forced to face a world without the guiding light of her bright; brilliant big sister; Emmy must wrestle with the impact of private grief; public scrutiny and discover who she once was and who she will become; now that Beth is gone.